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That come and go thing is out of my control. But sometimes I do think of them as in I wonder how they are doing. I know I could get in touch with them if I want to but something forbids me for doing so. It's so complicated and I don't like complications.Funny that how I feel about them is similar too.
I am happy when they get in touch with me but it turns out pretty bad when that happens. They disappoint me with their words and actions. I mean why? We only get in touch like once in 3 months just to be upset ? I wish they would understand.At least appreciate that I still do entertain your calls, chats or texts. I could just ignore if I want to.
I don't want to be a kid but if you only get in touch and end up hurting me then I guess better don't get in touch at all.