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LOSING IS AWFUL

I feel like the people around me are leaving me slowly but surely..Either they are close to me or not..I hate the most that lonely and losing feelings..I am not very independent..I am dependent at certain things sometimes..I think I will always be dependent..
It is sad knowing that my hang out friends which are my good friends are leaving pretty soon.. One of them have left few months ago..LIPAS left for Egypt..I felt his absence, I know we all do..I admire SYAFIQAH for the strength that she has being miles away from her beloved..She used to have him around her everyday..Of course she missed him a lot but she seems to be handling it pretty well..Even I am not that strong, I guess..
Next is FIQ..He'll be leaving for New Zealand..We just got pretty close for some reasons, and soon he's leaving too..Then it will be Aizat, Sabrina, Lina and Alice Chong..They'll be leaving for New Zealand soon..Maybe some of them think that they might not make it there but I am sure they would..As much as I don't want them to leave me, I still hope they will do well wherever they are..I guess 2010 is going to be something new for me..What I have in 2009, I might not have next year..It won't be the same..I like changes but I don't like bad changes..When all of them are miles away from me, Skype would be my best friend..I am sure I would be depending on Skype a lot..I demand them to have a Skype before they step on the airplane..I hope I will still have them despite the distance..

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WAH..Anugerah Skrin 2009..

wah da lme btol x tlis blog..
da lme btol x berdialog ngan kwn2..
hmm..mungkin dsbabkan kesibukan yg cam hanj..
terpaksa melupakn skjp berBLOGGING in..
well..ni just nk upload skit pic2 yg..
tergendalan..n beberapa caption utk..
setiap pic..hehe..enjoy..
ni pic sewaktu aku kne cover ASK09 (anugerah skrin 09)
bertempat di dewan PWTC..bertemakan ala2 arab..
Hikayat 1001 Malam..then aku pkai bju tido la..hehe..

ni pic sewaktu aku mintak WAN SHARMILA.. wish utk 4oth URTV..yg tengah tu unknown..

ni EIRMA TV3..thx to EIRMA..
yg pnting 1st time tgk EIRMA Egyptian..
haha..sgt2 cool2..
ni pic antara wartawan2 yg BEST..
bergambar bersama artis2..

APA YANG SAYA AMALKAN?

sebelum mencuci muka..
mahu ramai terpikat dengan kita?
dan sayang akan kita..
even clash pun masih lagi ada
yang nak kita balik..
amalkan..
bacaan 2 kalimah syahadah,
selawat 3 kali,
al-fatihah sekali,
ayat 3 kul sekali..
sebut nama panjang kita
berserta BIN atau BINTI..
dan sebutlah..
"ya allah ya tuhanku, ampunkan segala dosa ku,
dosa kedua ibu-bapaku,
serta muslimin muslimat mu yang lain,
samada yang masih hidup atau sudah meninggal dunia,

"ya allah berilah aku kesihatan yang baik,
naikkanlah segala cahaya seri seluruh tubuhku
yang engkau cipta dengan sempurna,
seseungguhnya aku mahu segala
cahaya seri tubuh badan dan wajahku
menyejukkan setiap mata yang memandang,
amin.."



then cuci muka dengan
barangan MUSTIKA RATU
makan jamu untuk bersih darah
dan segala toksin dalam badan :)
huhu.. then kalau boleh..
mandi guna shower..
mata kena buka..
baru bersinar then xyah pakai lens da..
poyo je pakai lens haha.. :P